Lethargic
Fallen Angel

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Pain
Copyright 2002

Pain
The self is so easy to hate
So easy to torture and tease
Pain can become a gate
While emotions freeze
If you learn to love it
Pain can bring you power Soon, though, you need to have it
You'll need it every hour
You don't need your Self anymore
You only need the pain
Who could care about such a loser
Whose soul still carries the stain
Of those days long ago
When pain first became a friend
When you first came to know
How to make those feelings end
Looking back upon your life
It seems the pain has always been
From being a son to a husband
Pain's been your only friend

Inside
Copyright 2002

The sky is red and it burns,
like my skin
hollowed and broken
its letting you in
to the world I've created
to explain how I feel
is all of this fake?
or is all of it real?
it's a city of lies
built carefully within
each building's a temple
that houses a sin
and it grows everyday
while me, I decay
and fall deeper and deeper
and farther away
till I'm all by myself
broken and beaten
left to die in my city
of misread intention

Anger
Copyright 2002 

Laughter..
I'll make you laugh
I'll carve the smiles myself
please let me help
it's the least I can do
let me help you destroy me
please
tell me what I can do
should I just walk by you
that seemed pretty funny to you
sitting in your car
mocking me
have we met?
have we spoke?
strangely
I can't seem to recall any occasion,
that justifies your actions
fuck off
I'll smash the windows
grab the shards of broken glass
and I'll sculpt
I'll become an artist
vengeance is my brush
death is my art
your blood.. my paint

Man Made Hell
Copyright 2002 

Fields of dirt
And empty plains
Surround me causing
Too much pain
This empty world
In which we live
Gives no life
And won't forgive
There is no water
Or food or air
Only nothing in which to stare
There's a growing madness in my head
I need to get out
I need to escape
But there's no where to go...

I found the city

Concrete and steel
Express how I feel
Cold and hard
They seem unreal
I'm lost inside
This man made hell
I don't want to be found
Or taken away
This is where I belong
And where I will stay
I've transformed and
And I've changed
I escaped...

I got out

Fallen Angel
Copyright 2002

I am an Angel
With Clipped Wings

Bloody and broken
I fall to my knees

I am an Angel torn from the sky
Torn away from grace
Wings ripped like a fly

I am an Angel
Who will never see light

Cast into darkness
Like an UN-ending night

What have I done
To deserve this disgrace

I sit here alone
With only pain on my face

My past is a blur
My future is ending

I am a Fallen Angel