Midnight Rainbow

The day you tried it, it seemed so unreal, your life flashed before
your eyes like a movie on a wheel.
You started at it more and more, the temptation got to big, to stop yourself
now, you would just have to forbid. For you loved it, even though the damage
would catch up later you still did some more as if you wouldnt get sick of
it.
To stop would be so hard because it feels so natural now, your body cannot
handle it, Its starting to brake down.
Your mouth turns dryer, your body goes so weak. Your eyes you cant keep up,
your stapled to your seat. You feel like shit every morning and your life
is not worth living, and every night with your friends you light another
and pretend. That the morning will never come, that your life had just begun.
But with every puff and every breath your life is thinning a little less.
The feel of satisfaction reeks upon your breath, no one wants to be near
you so they fade away like the rest.
And soon you are all alone in your room asleep, when that sudden rush you
loved comes to like a quiet creep. You run to the bathroom as quick as you
could, knowing you cannot hold it in, but man you wished youd can.
Its morning again, and just like every other, your sick as hell and you wont
admit that though the temptation is call you, you have the urge to quit.
The friends you loved are gone, you have new ones now. These ones are just
like you, there always as sick as a cow.
They get the same temptation, they get the same respect. Your other friends
adored you, now they just regret.